Well here I am again!

I checked in to Kings on Wednesday morning with my darling sister Claire and Graham ,all the nurses were so pleased to see me - quite a feature here at Kings now. Anyway can't say I was that pleased, in fact I've been on quite a downer (Poor me). The 2nd result for Cmv was positive so I 'm having IV drugs to beat it - this is good - what isn't so good is the drug is toxic to the kidneys and bone marrow so not so good. Hence extra care for me and even more water to swallow (Pause for gulp!).

Tomorrow I have to have my 3rd hickman line inserted and you know how I feel about those -this has to be the last - and I am assured it will be a repairable one in case I go loopy again and break that one ( don't worry I won't).

So with russ away, feeling pretty unwell and with the hickman in store it's fair to say I've not been a happy bunny. However, 2nd day in I'm feeling a little better. Still feel s**t but I'm ok.

It won't be until about Tuesday that I get the results of the next CMV test so lets hope it's a miraculous negative, I've got my '56day' biopsy that day too so we need some good results all round.

Wish I could be more upbeat or have energy to write more but must try and get some sleep now, no other news without mentioning the F word.(Think metatarsal)Other than of course my toe nails need cutting - again. Yes I've been staring at my feet a lot! So hurry back Russell.

I Do have my lovely sister Jane visiting this weekend and also my tarty friend Sheila from Cairo popping in tomorrow so you see I have lots to look forward to, lots of laughs to come and lots of life to live.

Thanks for all your comments I can't tell you how great they make me feel.

Must away to bed
Love M